I'm hungry. Someone feed me! =O!

Hrm. I just got done figuring out how Blogger works. I remember waaaay back in my old site at Got Mil? when Kat Handles was hosting my site. She suggested that I used Blogger so that it would be waaaay easier to update my site instead of opening up my handy-dandy notebook and updating all ghetto like that... *BUT* I was waaaay too stupid to understand the concept until now. Yes, I was very stupid. After about a day or two trying to figure out how re-configure the HTML goodness in the given layouts of Blogger, I quit.

And it took Team A.S.S. to make me realize my mistakes and stupidy. After reading my Hotmail from neglecting it for weeks, I saw an e-mail from Erin [VHG]. It was an invite to the A.S.S. blog! At first, I was like, "Uh oh... I'm going to look very very stupid compared to everyone from A.S.S., hence I don't even know how to blog. o_O". So.. I decided to just sit my ass down, not be stupid, and look around blogger. Wow. After about FIVE minutes of just messing around with it, I got the little shit to work. GENIUS!

So yeah. Instead of being visually creative and making my own layout with my own graphics, I decided to be lazy and just use the layouts that blogger has. I might just make a layout during Computer Graphics if I'm not too lazy... and I could probably even get class credit for that, too. My plans for a *future* website: Since I'm learning how to make flash websites anyway, and after I have learned enough about Flash, I'll make a super-duper cool Flash website with Blogger.

One problem: Since I am now in the "advaced" section of my class [which means this is my second semester], I hardly have to do ANYTHING. For the past one and a half weeks, the only things I have been doing in that class are: Eating, listening to music, watching the K-pop music videos that Tequila sent to me, looking at other people's websites, and chatting with people on AIM. That's it. Since it's me, I could just take advantage of that class and ignore the teacher the entire semester. I've done it before... I might start lacking work, and just be my lazy self. It's very possible. I am actually a very lazy person.

But I doubt that will every happen. XP

Anywho... I have to go now because my stupid mom has to work or whatever. I just told her I was doing work for English, so I get a few extra minutes to just... sit. Wheee. Sitting is very, very fun. *quotes myself* "Stupid mom". Which reminds me... more and more family problems. My rebellious teenage ways are as high as always, and my "disrespect" for my elders have been even more disrespectful. Whatever. Screw them.. SCREW THEM ALL. I honestly hate the women in my immediate family. Which includes: My mother and my sister. Bitches.

My sister.

My sister can be the worst. She competes for the attention of my mom, she is very hypocritical and she always wants it her way. Do you know what she does when she doesn't have work? Lay on the couch while eating ALL day, and when I get home from school, she yells at me to do the dishes, vacuum the living room, and clean out our closet--in which she did 80% of the mess! Imagine a 230-pound Filipino FOB yelling at you with little cookie crumbs FLYING out of her mouth. Yeah, that's my sister. I would call her names when I just get full of her shit, we would verbally abuse each other, and she would hit me once or twice either a smack on the head, or a loud, impactful slap on the arm. I've made her cry just by calling her names and yelling at her... but never. NEVER will she see me cry. She can never make me cry... not ever, not anymore. Ever since I was born to around 14 years old, she always picked on me, taunted me, teased me, hit me, and made me cry. But not now... I won't let her.

My Mom.

My mom makes and makes promises. None, of which she ever keeps. She lies to me--and is very hypocritical about her lies, as well. Everytime I catch her changing what she said; wether it be about letting me go to places, paying for classes... she immediately goes on a frantic yelling and nagging spree. She blames everything on me; she never seems to be proud of me, i.e.: I get an A- on a class. She asks, "Why couldn't it be an A? A-'s are so ugly." I get a B, "You haven't been doing your homework again, have you? *evil glare*". A C, ".........."

She even hit me in front of my friends during my birthday sleepover just because I was being a "bad hostess". She yells everytime she TALKS. Do you know how annoying that can get? It's like she's always having PMS. Even on the phone... you always see me yelling on the phone everytime I'm talking to my mom. She yells at me, hell, I yell back. Maybe that's why she hits me so much.... but whatever. Screw her. Screw them.

My Brother?

I have always been close to my brother. He and I are like two pees in a pod. I love him so much... and without him, I wouldn't even be into anything I like today. Anything. Do you know what I might be today without my brother? A Teeny-Bopper, TRL watching, anorexic little slut. Yeah. I honestly think that by playing games--both RPG and Bemani and being so pre-occupied with anime and the computer has kept me from being stupid like that. My brother got me into all of those things.

My Dad/Stepdad?

My real dad died when I was three. I don't even talk to my stepdad. End of story.